Does God hate me so much?

Last month I was accused of theft at my job. My employer demanded the money back within 30 days but just a week ago, I received a text that I didn't have to pay the money, that the debt was forgiven. This has ruined my 15 year career. I was accused of taking money that I did not take. I am not the only one in the office and not the only one with access to the money - although I told my boss the money had been intaken and where it was - even still have the text on my phone. I am ill and need monthly medications. When I was fired, I lost my insurance and with the doctors appointment and my medicine, it is over $1k a month, which I cannot afford. I don't understand, I was accused of stealing something that I didn't take. We cannot afford to pay our electric, rent or even put food on the table. This has destroyed my life and is terrorizing that of my family. Why does God hate me so much? I have prayed and prayed for a miracle and it is as if He has completely turned his back on me?? My entire life has been full of tribulations and it never seems to let up. I have no family or friends to turn to for help in my situations, as they are all barely surviving themselves. Why did God do this to me and leave me with no where to turn. I have asked for forgiveness of my sins and prayed that he turn my life around from this disaster but still I sit with no answer and no help. Next week I will be evicted from my home. I am having a moving sale to sell as much as I can to try and pay at least my car note for another month and put some food on the table, wherever that table might be. I just want to know why God hates me so much?